have i Experienced life ?

Well come on guys~ ..... i need to take a break.

Been so many days, i losing my things in camp~ due to intentional and non intentional incidents that is now giving me a very irritated week in camp. Have to go around lookin for things i've lost and well what more ? i waste me time i waste my energy. Every morning that stupid retarded morning run is draining me flat at the beginning of each week. Monday, thinking that .... F*** i have 4 more days of running before i face 2 days of rest. Come on is my camp life meant for logical thinking humans ? or its made up of a crew of logical thinking human with a ilogical thinking leadER ? Comes to think abt .... " thoughts and thinking "

Happened to spent a nite with MR L ... oh... hehe romantic huh ? well Mr L ... we talked abt life and oh... i complained so much about life too. His theory seems logical to me in the end jus b4 i fell asleep. I've been thinking what he said that nite. Seems to be the right way to lead life ... according to his way. Haha~ well i think really ... i'm losing to myself not any1 elses. Having going to disrupt from ns ~ i feel happy coz i leave this unit earlier .. but i feel sianz coz i'm only left with memorises after that day i step out of the camp without that pass.

Seen knight for the last time today. Well that proves very much that, Human once again .... Human ~ .. only appreciates things when it is leaving or when its gone. Y ? Y cant we, humans, spent more time cultivating our minds and souls. Crap~ i'm preaching~ Anyway i shall stop here... this thing is geting lenghthy.... .

Bring me home .. bring me back to where i belong...

Think i'm losing it...

Crap ... my blog mostly starts with sickening things in my life~ Y ?

anyway... 15/06.. i celebrated my 22th birthday. Quite warming that my camp mates celebrated for me and lovely cake they bought for me. My mum and my gf celebrated with me too at home. Well i ate 3 cakes in 2 different days. Thanx guys + mum + my gf..

ok now the bad shit~

i find myself losing my luck ... after my birthday. Am i just paranoid ? Well let me explain. First! some bugger spoil the k9 cam plug and i have to get a new plug and replace it with my own $! ... While charging, power tripped and i have to charge them at other rooms! .... Secondly also with tat fucking cam ! ...... battery spoil .. this spoil that spoil..... kana screwed by my mdm ~ Now ? something is wrong with my life............. F**K WAD THE HELL IS GOING ON !!!